Next time you are in a synagogue, gaze at the eternal flame atop the Ark.  Its symbolism represents the beating heart of spiritual and community life, if we make it so.

Our spiritual ethos, hope, aspiration and calling is that the light never goes out – or so we tell ourselves.  This week’s Torah portion (Tzav) evokes this timeless image: “An eternal flame will be kept burning on the altar, never to go out” (Lev. 6:6).   These words inspire the ner tamid atop the Ark, and with it Jewish narratives of perseverance and eternal Presence.  Its reprised motif on Chanukkah inspired Peter, Paul & Mary’s Chanukah hit, Don’t Let the Light Go Out.  (Rabbinic musicologists can say what they want about the Bangles’ 1989 Eternal Flame and Bon Jovi’s 1990 Blaze of Glory.)

The eternal flame was more in ancient days – and is more symbolic today – than just a fire that kept burning.  The altar’s eternal flame was no supernatural miracle: it wasn’t a burning bush or divine pillar of fire that led the people in nighttime desert wandering.  This eternal flame kept burning because the people kept it burning by a laborious communal effort to refine a constant supply of pure olive oil for that purpose (Ex. 27:20).  The eternal flame’s placement on the altar, in the center of the Israelite camp, became the heart of communal and spiritual life.  Its stated purpose was to allow perpetual and immediate access to purification, without the delay of kindling a fire anew.  To access purification and holiness, there could be no time to lose.

These three facets of the eternal flame – communal creation, central location, immediate access – must be our keystones of modern spiritual life.  Some imagine that we keep the eternal flame atop the Ark because it connects us to our ancient lineage, and that is true.  But if we’re only backwards connectors and don’t look forward, then we’re mere spiritual historians.  Nobody, my teachers taught me, drives a car looking only in the rearview mirror.

So what will be tomorrow’s ner tamid, the eternal flame of community, centrality and immediacy in spiritual life?  I don’t pretend a clear answer, and maybe for now that’s as it should be.  Any good answer, by its nature, must emerge from community and by community’s own effort.  It will need to figure centrally in defining community, and it will need to offer immediate spiritual access.   If no clear answer emerges yet, maybe the question itself is our attractive flame of community, centrality and immediacy.

Let this question burn and shine as an eternal flame for our people – to help keep us motivated, together and connected – no less than for our ancestors whose eternal flame we celebrate and honor today.  For centuries our yearning and questions kept the lights on in Jewish spiritual life.  Today as never before, we need that eternal flame to keep shining bright.

Rabbi David Evan Markus

Do we design spaces for our purposes or do we choose what we do because of the space? Does the space have good energy? Good lighting? Planners are always asking these questions, and they come to mind as we move from the end of the book of Exodus with all of the design details of building the mishkan (tabernacle) to the details of the sacrifices that begin the book of Leviticus.

The purpose of the mishkan was for God to have a dwelling place among the people. This tangible abode was to assure the people that God was with them, was protecting them, and keeping the covenant. And what was the purpose of the sacrifices? While they have names such as burnt offering, guilt offering, or sin offering with very particular instructions for the priests in the performance of the sacrifice, that tells us “what” more than “why”. Why did people offer animals and grain as sacrifices?  The why is really about the relationship itself between the people and God. The sacrifices were to keep the relationship whole – if someone strayed, a sacrifice could bring him back into oneness with God. If someone had a great harvest, a sacrifice could express gratitude. The mishkan was the place to offer the sacrifice and thus designed to embody the inter-connectedness of God and the people.

More than 2000 years have passed since the destruction of the Second Temple in 70 C.E. and we seem to be both glad to have progressed beyond offering animals to God. Yet, we also feel disconnected from God, striving to feel God’s presence in our lives. The synagogue has replaced the mishkan while prayer and acts of lovingkindness replaced the sacrifices. As the question goes, “How’s that working for you?”

The Jewish Studio, as part of its operating philosophy, has thought programmatically first and space second, choosing spaces based on their ability to enhance the program. To facilitate connection to God, we look to programming in nature as most people more easily feel a spiritual connection when outdoors. To create a sense of intimacy and connection with each other, we design opportunities for easy interaction and exchange in small groups. Music and food (which were also plentiful in the ancient Temple) are essential elements to add in order to achieve communal connection and feel God’s presence. And we offer open hearts and open minds in our personal encounter seeing the divine in each other.

Synagogues communicate many things: A Jewish presence, a financial commitment and ability to support the Jewish community, the importance of worship, of celebration, of education. If we think about the architect Louis Sullivan’s approach of “form follows function” when it comes to Jewish space where does that take us? Might we change the form or the function? How do these buildings help us to seek and feel God’s presence? And the most challenging question for architects, builders and fundraisers – isn’t God’s presence best noticed outdoors? Let’s continue to experiment with the relationship between spaces and spirit.

JoHanna Potts

“Doesn’t anybody stay in one place any more?” sings Carole King lamenting a distant lover.  Mobility is a defining characteristic of our modern world.  An ever-evolving Judaism is one that to be sustainable must be portable.

Once again, ancient Torah text offers modernity a message. In Parshat Pekudei closing the Book of Exodus (Shemot), our wandering ancestors completed their traveling tabernacle. Previously we learned that among its construction features were carrying poles placed in rings and never removed from them, so the Miskhan could move on a moment’s notice (Ex. 25:15; B.T. Menachot 98a). The Mishkan would move with the people following their image of God, cloud by day and fire by night.

In this century, Jews again have been on the move – whether fleeing danger or re-settling promised lands. The geopolitical story of Jewish mobility also has psycho-spiritual aspects. Planes, trains and automobiles stretch families across continents, and Internet connectivity is helping reconnects some of what became overstretched. All of these, in turn, relocate and redefine Jewish community.

The impacts on Jewish life have been dramatic. A people that began spiritual life with a mobile Mishkan, that later learned to fix holiness in the fixed place of a synagogue, now is learning how to become mobile again. Mobility emboldens our yearnings for experiences and entertainment. Accessibility diverts our attention from the qualities of being domestic to the “waze” of being itinerant. For many progressive Jews, synagogues are less the center point of Jewish life than they once were.  The holy place is wherever one lets God in, taught Menachem Mendl of Kotzk (1787–1859).  Absent a Mishkan or Holy Temple as God’s abode, slowly we come to realize, in the words of the Sfat Emet (Yehudah Lieb Alter, 1847-1905), that holiness can be found everywhere – but we have to seek it.  And seeking often requires moving.  We can’t just stay put.

The qualities of a movable sanctuary, traveling amidst a people, remain valuable.  We still need the richness of a sanctuary: the home and communal gathering places are still vibrant Jewish centers.  But we also need our Judaism to have legs, designed for portability, not fixed – ossified, even enslaved – to the bounds of place.

The Mishkan of The Jewish Studio evolves for precisely this reason.  A Shabbat hike brings Judaism to how and where we are, rather than only prescribing where we should be.  A mobile event venue constructs Jewish experiences in places we want to go.  We don’t stop being Jewish anywhere, so we need a Mishkan everywhere.

We are on the move: our Judaism comes with us.  Let’s go.

Rabbi Evan Krame

Rabbi David Evan Markus

Pretend you’re designing and building a new state Capitol. Imagine in precise detail the stones, woodwork, glass, tools, glue, joints, wiring and metalwork you’d need: such immense architectural plans could fill books. Now imagine getting the materials – not with tax revenue or apportioning needs directly to people able to fulfill them, but simply by saying the public, “Anyone whose heart moves them to donate, please do.” Could you imagine building anything that way, much less a Capitol building whose architectural plans depend on fulfilling each exacting step that depends on the one preceding it? How could anything get built?

But that’s exactly what our ancestors did to build the Mishkan, their first traveling Capitol in the desert – and their experience offers us a lesson in how we can build trusting hearts in spiritual community.

In this week’s Torah portion (Vayakhel), the stones, jewels, wood, fabric and ornaments needed to build the Miskhan – physical focal point for God’s indwelling presence – were sought directly from the people, not in any fixed amount but from all who were n’div lev (had a willing heart). So important was the voluntary and unaccounted measure of asking the people that Torah repeats it over and over (once in Ex. 35:5, again in Ex. 35:21, a third time in Ex. 35:32). Even though nobody was told how much to bring, together they brought so much that they had to be stopped: “don’t bring any more” (Ex. 36:5-6). The Mishkan then was built from not only their physical donations but also the trusting hearts of the people who donated them.

Surely we couldn’t imagine running a modern government this way, when basic effectiveness depends on making and fulfilling plans in a complex world. Could we build adequate roads depending only on voluntary gifts of concrete? What would happen if too few pipes meant insufficient fire hydrants to help bring water to extinguish fires? If everyone paid only the taxes they wanted, if every government decision depended on voluntarism, could government fulfill its basic social contract?

American society debates these matters regularly. Economists know that all societies struggle to provide public goods that benefit all amidst the free-rider problem that people can (and do) consume public goods without paying for them, which imperils their efficient provision. This is one reason that government exists and collects taxes, and it’s one reason that synagogues and other spiritual communities charge  dues. Taxes (for governments) and dues (for synagogues) are traditional measures to ensure a predictable minimum level of financing to achieve important public purposes. This idea is so obvious, it makes such wise business sense, that it’s almost beyond dispute.

And yet, dispute it we do. My teacher, Reb Zalman Schachter-Shalomi z”l, zeide (grandfather) of the Jewish Renewal movement, famously quipped that it’s okay for Jewish spiritual community to be a business – so long as we know what kind of business we’re in. Ideally revenues and costs will balance, but if that’s the goal rather than the means, then what are we? Maybe it can’t work for government, but n’div lev (giving of the willing heart) maybe can work – and must be tried – for all who care about Jewish spiritual community. It was precisely God’s trust of the people, and the people’s trust in God, that allowed the Mishkan to be built out of the trusting heart that, by being given the trusting space to be free, naturally responded with generosity sufficient to build the Mishkan. Maybe it’s precisely that inner spaciousness of trust and inwardly-felt mutual dependence that is the best possible space for the holy presence we call God to dwell among and within us.

Maybe voluntary dues for synagogues and Jewish spiritual communities, the subject of a 2014 Federation study of 26 congregations that tried it, is exactly the way to go in an era when all of us are Jews by choice. That’s why The Jewish Studio events have been free to all, depending entirely on voluntary contributions to prime the pump of continuous community innovation.  Maybe n’div lev – trusting others to have giving hearts – is precisely the spiritual purpose of the “business we’re in.” Perhaps that’s the only way to be sure we have something truly precious – a people of trusting hearts – to building for. In Torah’s spiritual language, that’s how trusting hearts can send into the world the treasures of all kinds that we need to build a Mishkan for us and God to dwell together.

It’s up to you.

Rabbi David Evan Markus

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Some people see the world as rational and ordered, and yet bad things happen. Others see the world as a chaotic and unpredictable place full of terrible things. Some see the world in the control of God and the things that happen have a reason even if it is not comprehensible to mere mortals. Others see the world as having been created and set in motion by God but no longer directed by God.

These are just a few of the ways we interpret and try to make sense of our world. These viewpoints have embedded strategies for containing fear. We employ denial, pushing thoughts about scary things away – if I don’t think about it, it doesn’t exist. This is most easily done if one keeps very, very busy. We just avoid dealing with the things that frighten us. For some, the fear controls their decision making; people who won’t get on a plane, or go to Israel, or speak in a group.  Others believe that God is in control or has a master plan and whatever happens is God’s will.

An example of a reaction to fear is in this week’s parsha, Ki Tisa (Exodus 30:11 – 34:35, the Children of Israel build the Golden Calf. The tradition speaks of the “sin of the Golden Calf” which we (or at least I) have understood to be the sin of idol worship. My previous interpretation of this story was that the people were not yet ready for such an abstract God and needed a “transitional” object. In rereading the parsha, it seems that they were just as likely trying to manage their fear. Their fear of the unknown, their fear of abandonment by Moses, and their fear of vulnerability.

In ancient and modern times, worship rituals help make the world feel less frightening. Sacrifices and prayer give a sense of control. For instance, one can pray to effect change in order to eliminate the source of fear or pray for strength to face their fears. In Harold Kushner’s book, “Conquering Fear.” Kushner introduces the notion of an eleventh commandment, al tir-ah-u – Do not be afraid (Ex. 20: 17). The sin of the Golden Calf is being afraid.

Yet fear is an important self-defense mechanism. That is why we go inside during thunderstorms. Fear may even keep risk-taking to safe levels. When is it a sin to be afraid? Being afraid by itself is a feeling while sins are usually actions or inactions that are “wrong.” But being afraid may not just be a feeling. Just as coveting is a feeling of overwhelming jealousy that leads to sinful behavior, it is possible to let fear overwhelm us and lead us to do the wrong thing. In that case, it is a sin that leads to another sin.

All of us have something(s) that we fear – snakes, bats, public speaking, the dark. Some of us fear being alone, or a lengthy illness, or death.

So what are you afraid of and is it a healthy fear, or an overwhelming fear, a fear that holds you back from living fully? How do you recognize your fear and face it? When you feel that fear, how do you control it so that it doesn’t control you? The Jewish Studio offers some solutions. Join us for prayer or a session of mindfulness. Together, we can create containers for our fear. 

JoHanna Potts

The key to a happy life? Being able to ride that sine curve of life’s ups and downs.  Happiness comes from modulating our awareness between the abundance of life and our fear of death. Like walking away from a car crash or getting a cancer free diagnosis, facing mortality brings mindfulness about what life has to offer. Contrasts serve as a reminder to live our lives more fully.

Religion is crucial in helping us to navigate that space between enjoying life’s pleasures and fretting over our precarious existence. The accoutrements of the Jewish religious tradition remind us of the balance needed to enjoy our lives. Yet, the experience of being Jewish often tips towards the anxiety of threats and traumas rather than its pleasures.

How does Judaism address the contrasts between life’s richness and risks? It begins with Torah focusing our attention both in grand stories of miracles and details of clothing designs. For example, the pattern around the hem of the High Priest’s robes serves to remind us of the contrast of life and death.

On its hem make pomegranates of blue, purple, and crimson yarns, all around the hem, with bells of gold between them all around: a golden bell and a pomegranate, a golden bell and a pomegranate, all around the hem of the robe. Aaron shall wear it while officiating, so that the sound of it is heard when he comes into the sanctuary before the Lord and when he goes out — that he may not die.  Exodus 29:34 – 36.

Pomegranates are a traditional image of fertility and the richness of life.  By contrast, bells are a signal of death. The repeating pattern of pomegranates and bells around the robes of the High Priest remind us that the full experience of living is a roller coaster ride (said the grandmother in the movie Parenthood).

As the history of Judaism unfolded, rabbis replaced the High Priests in leadership and prayers replaced sacrifices in our practices. Accordingly, the reminders of fecundity and mortality moved from the hem of the priests’ robes to a repeating pattern in our prayers. The contrast is highlighted from morning prayers of gratitude for bodies that function until evening prayers requesting protection from harm. Interspersed are blessings offered for rescue and redemption and an occasional verse from psalms about the joy of dwelling in God’s abode. In garments or prayerbooks, the sine curve of life is on display.

Yet, I worry that our experience of being Jewish tends toward the perils and does not successfully emphasize the possibilities. Jewish leaders are adept at tolling bells of warning. Life’s fragility is often the Jewish experience’s dominant theme. For some, Jewish identity is focused on responding to anti-semitism, fighting anti-Zionism or anticipating the next holocaust (God forbid).

Not so for many of the younger generations. In a safe and secure America, millennial Jews have no deep connection with such fears. Their tenuous attachment to Judaism will improve if they are offered positive Jewish experiences. While we must be persistent in confronting anti-semitism and anti-Zionism in the world, we must also give attention to the richness and joy in the Jewish experience. A healthier Judaism would operate with equal parts of sweet life affirming pomegranates and bells that toll danger.

What gives balance to your experience of being Jewish? Here’s an idea: try really having a great time next shabbat with family or friends. Celebrate being Jewish. Perhaps start by adding pomegranate seeds to your bitter arugula salad! And enjoy being Jewish with the Jewish Studio.

Rabbi Evan Krame

Perspective is everything. How we see the world – our point of view – shapes how the world affects us and thus how we live. The opposite also is true: how we live shapes what we see. The two come together in a holy handshake, with profound implications for Jewish spirituality, what Jews believe and how we aspire to live.

Maybe we’ve seen the famous “Rubin vase” image – a “bi-stable” two-dimensional form that looks like either a vase or two faces, depending on our point of view. If what we most see is the two faces, then the vase in between seems like only empty negative space. If what we most see is the vase in between, then we might not see the faces at all.

This awareness about vision and insight shapes what I see in the famous Torah image of this week’s Paresha (Terumah). To adorn the Ark of the Covenant that the wandering israelites built in the desert, they crafted two cherubim with wings outstretched facing each other (Ex. 25:18-21).  From that place, God would commune with the people “from between the two cherubim atop the Ark” (Ex. 25:22).

God – holiness, Spirit, wisdom, the Voice – was heard from the space between cherubic wings, not from the cherubim themselves. Take that in: seemingly empty space between golden angelic images, not the golden images themselves, became a core image and conduit for divinity and spirituality.

The “Rubin vase” illusion reminds us that what we see depends on our point of view: if we focus on the outside image (faces), we don’t see the inside (vase). Same with the Ark of the Covenant: if we focus on the outside (the cherubim), we won’t see the inside, the empty space between – and in Torah, it was precisely empty space, not the angels however golden and bright, that was most alive and pregnant with holiness.

Often we look for holiness and meaning in things – and things are important. People are even more important, of course. But this week’s Torah portion focuses us on internals: it asks us to let our spiritual vision soften onto the space between.

What meaning, holiness and spirit might arise amidst seemingly empty space between or within?  What routine life might call the vacuum of nothingness, Jewish mystics (and our Buddhist cousins) call No-Thing (in Hebrew, ayin) – the pinnacle, fount and source of all existence, all spirit, even God. Just as we can understand Shabbat as a pause between the notes of the routine work week, we can seek ever deeper meaning, holiness and spirit from the space within and between.

It all depends on our point of view.

R’ David Evan Markus

Do you remember being a child and the feeling of waking up in the morning to discover that school was closed and being “gifted” a snow day?  An unscheduled release from the routine and especially the chance to play outside until your fingers froze through your gloves rather than be sitting inside working at school.

Snow days and Shabbat have a great deal in common. Both are special, “out of the norm,” both give us special things to do, both have things we cannot do, both have increased value in contrast to the everyday norms of our life, both are temporary, both have the possibility of different types of family time, and often both are times of joy, and yet there may be an aspect of Shabbat for some that, like too many snow days, feels confining rather than refreshing.

The recent snowstorm gave us several snow days and plenty of time to consider work, family, community, life balance, and most especially time itself because it changed from a “get-to-have-a-snow-day” to “stuck-in-the-house-day.” For those who teleworked, the boundaries between home and work became even blurrier than they usually are and work seemed unending, making it more difficult to en-joy being home with kids and spouses. On the other hand, it was often the technology that kept some entertained and sane as the time snowed-in continued on and on.

Which actually brings me to how to create meaningful, authentic Shabbat experiences for ourselves – A Shabbat that refreshes, relaxes, nourishes our souls, reconnects us with family as “beings” not as “doers” or “tasks,” gives us time to reflect and rebalance our priorities, a day to let go of the stress that may have built up during the week, a day that feels very different from the everyday.

For these purposes, an authentic Shabbat needs to reflect what it is we want Shabbat to be at this time. It may also be that not every Shabbat needs to have the same experiences. It may be that over time our Shabbat changes. So how does one begin to choose what to do or not do from the array of possibilities? This week’s Torah portion, Mishpatim (Exodus 21:1 – 24:18), includes the phrase “N’aseh v’nishmah” which is sometimes translated as “we will do and we will understand.” Doing and understanding was the core of John Dewey’s educational philosophy of hands-on and experiential learning, still being espoused by many today. It can be the same with Shabbat, it is by experiencing Shabbat that we can best understand the gift of Shabbat each week.

Marie Kondo, the de-cluttering guru, advises that the question to ask when contemplating our material stuff and whether to keep it or not is, “Does it spark joy?” This is a terrific question to be applied when looking at our activities and designing Shabbat. What could you do that would bring you and/or your family joy? Is it possible to only do that on Shabbat so that it becomes a special Shabbat experience? Do you love chocolate? En-joy some on Shabbat. Do you love pizza? En-joy some on Shabbat. The trick is to not have these things on other days so that Shabbat is full of anticipation and different. Do you resent the omni-presence of your cell phone? En-joy taking a break from it on Shabbat (for as long as you want – an evening, a morning, etc). Are there baskets of laundry waiting to be washed or put away? Prepare for Shabbat by getting it out of the way so that you can en-joy relaxing without guilt.

How can your engage all five of your senses in cuing you for Shabbat? What would make your house look like it is Shabbat? Is there a special tablecloth that could be the Shabbat tablecloth? A special center piece for the table or the entryway? A Shabbat Shalom banner that is hung up for Shabbat? What about getting flowers for Shabbat for the centerpiece and the fragrance? What would make your house smell like it is Shabbat? Does it smell like cinnamon and cloves? The smell of challah is a wonderful smell that can be achieved with frozen challah dough, not just making challah from scratch. If week after week, the house smells like baked challah, your nose and the rest of you will be primed for Shabbat.  Smell and taste are closely linked, what taste would make Shabbat special for you? Is it chocolate, challah, wine, risotto, lox and everything bagels? What does Shabbat sound like in your house? Is it the sound of laughter, of singing, of your favorite music, or the sound of book pages turning? How can you bring those sounds into your Shabbat experience? Is this the time to reconnect with family and friends and share a meal or a walk or tea? And what does the special touch of Shabbat feel like? Is it hugs and kisses? Is it the feeling of fresh air on skin?

I have left the religious and spiritual aspects of Shabbat for another week. It is not that they aren’t important, rather that they deserve sufficient space for exploration.

The tradition has Shabbat last for 25 hours each week, during that time there are so many different things that occur that planning for this 25 hour weekly occurrence can be as exciting as planning a vacation, yet it happens 52 times each year. What are they things you do or want to do on Shabbat to refresh your soul?

JoHanna Potts

What best grabs your attention? Do you focus most intently upon what you see? Our primary stimulation comes through our eyes. Yet, spiritual engagement often comes when we close our eyes and open our ears. Seeing is not always believing!

Hearing is the sense by which Judaism seeks most to engage us. Even our most famous line of liturgy and Torah is Shema Yisroel – Listen up Israel! A challenge for Judaism is getting us to listen. The problem is not new. So it was at Sinai. So it is today. (While you continue to read, I hope you are really listening!)

Notice the description of the presentation of the Ten Commandments. The people “saw the mountain smoking and they trembled.” They then said to Moses, in essence, you tell us what God said. With Moses as God’s mouthpiece, God says tell them “you have seen that I talked with you from Heaven.” Think about that for a bit. Not that the people heard God’s message but rather that they have seen that a conversation occurred.

Faith is weak when we rely solely upon visual proof. Not long after the revelation at Sinai, the people crave a visual representation of God.  They create a golden calf and worship that object.

The attachment to visual cues continues to dominate our sensory input. I don’t want to seem the Luddite who rails against technology. I am just noticing that the visual trumps the aural. Relying upon what we see rather than what we hear, we suffer an ignorance of spiritual information.

This information age, dominated by the Internet, engenders spiritual passivity.  Short-lived visual stimulation comes via Instagram and YouTube. But spiritual engagement requires us to engage more deeply and employ other senses.

Judaism must compete for the attention of modern Jews who live fully in a world of technological advancements and consumer temptations.

A Judaism that is enduring is one that must be heard as well as seen. I offer three suggestions. First, prayer can be more engaging if we emphasize music, movement and meaning. Second, adult Jewish learning should focus on conversations and not pedantic education. Third, we must also make room for listening and the opportunity to receive what might be conveyed through silence.

Its time to for those who would lead Judaism forward to transcend the reliance on the visual, which is often passive, and inspire us to hear, engaging us into process and action.

The Jewish Studio recognizes that to be fully present and spiritually engaged we need to appeal to all of the senses. We invite all to both see and hear. We offer musical services, so we can sing together. We offer salons, so that we can have conversation. And we will be offering meditation, so that we make room to hear God’s voice. This is how we lay claim to a Judaism for today. Can you hear me now?

R Evan Krame

It never fails. At first we feel gratitude for gifts and blessings, but memory fades and gratitude drains. We’re not ingrates, but recall and attention are limited: life naturally gets in the way.

Forgetfulness is the human condition: let’s call it spiritual amnesia. For most of us living workaday lives, spirituality isn’t what drives us while sitting in traffic late for a meeting, or on line in a crowded market. The divine spark that Judaism associates with each soul, the unifying Oneness we call God and the blessings that abound all around seem to hide in plain sight. We don’t see, so we forget.

Here’s a reminder to my fellow amnesiacs: spiritual amnesia is a natural part of life, but so is remembrance. Spiritual life, in every form, prods us to remember (Hebrew: zachor) – literally re-member, bring back to mind – then live in ethical and caring ways inspired by what we remember.

Our challenge is that forgetting is like a black hole, cloaked in its own darkness. Much like a black hole’s gravity absorbs visible proof of its existence, so too spiritual amnesia. When we forget, often we forget that we forget.  Pulled by the gravity of routine and need, gratitude fades. Sucked into a vortex of distraction and overload, we forget our spiritual core. In spiritual amnesia, if we think of God or spirituality at all, we might not see or remember. It becomes natural then to ask, “What have You done for me lately?”

In this week’s Torah portion (Beshallach), miraculously the sea split, fleeing slaves crossed on dry land, Egypt was left behind and Israel went free. So awesome was the passage that the “lowliest handmaiden” achieved spiritual heights unattainable by the greatest prophets. Awe should have hard-wired gratitude forever, but just three verses later, amnesia set in. They grumbled (Ex. 15:24), lamented leaving Egypt (Ex. 16:3) and defied their liberator (Ex. 17:2) – symptoms of raging spiritual amnesia: “What have You done for me lately?”

It’s telling that Torah tells that story immediately after liberation. Forgetting is so human that to depict liberation idyllically, without the later amnesia and ingratitude, would be a lie. Liberationis the story of forgetting and remembering anew. It’s why Jewish liturgy tells this story twice daily. It’s why Jews tell this story annually at Passover. It’s why Jews are to tell this story as if each of us personally came up from Egypt.

One Biblical treatment for spiritual amnesia was visual. In this week’s Beshallach, we filled a jar with manna and displayed it to remember the miracle of food in the desert (Ex. 16:33). In a later portion of a similar name (Shlach), we tied a blue fringe on garments, “to look at it and remember” (Num. 15:39). Time evolved other mnemonics. Shabbat is to “remember” (Ex. 20:8). Yizkor is named for it. Jewish mitzvot are connectors for spiritual recall. Maggidut(spiritual storytelling), hitbodedut (speaking alone to God), hitbonenut (a Jewish meditation form), hashpa’ah (spiritual direction), sacred chant (what Sufis call zikr, like the Hebrew zachor, “remember”) – all seek to jog spiritual memory. All can help answer the amnesiac’s timeless question, “What have You done for me lately?”

Beshallach teaches that spiritual amnesia isn’t failure but an inherent part of liberation’s journey. Just as our ancestors forgot and received new chances, so can we: every day is another chance. We have tools for remembering, and we can help each other use them: as Talmud puts it, none can free oneself from prison (Berakhot 5b). Joining together in these ways, we can help break free and uplift spiritual amnesia into spiritual renewal.

R’ David Evan Markus